One should rather die than be betrayed. There is no deceit in death. It delivers precisely what it has promised. Betrayal, though...betrayal is the willful slaughter of hope.

E.

8 glasses of rose champagne

2 vodka raspberries

3 tequila shots

1 jam donut

1 vodka shot

and pulling out the dance moves surrounded by friends and total strangers.

that my friends, is how you party on a sunday night in geelong ;)

oh, and there might have been a coke in there somewhere....


E.

"nah i reckon you look hot in a dress"
just a little awkward coming from a friend who i'm pretty sure has a thing for me haha :P

i don't know how i'm supposed to react to all this. I leave school after 12 years of not even getting a 2nd glance from a guy and i start getting all this flattery from them??

i think they must all be on crack....

E.

deep down, i knew you wouldn't be there.

but just between you and me, i died a little inside...


E.

is it possible to love two people at the same time?

i feel myself drawn to him. his candor, genuity and caring nature.

but is this because i know he's attracted to me? is it that feeling of being loved that seems so appealing? is it because i yearn so much for attention that i feel the need to love him back?

but i wish it were the other i were talking about...


E.

is my fuck off stare not clear enough or something???

if i give you the fuck off stare as you're about to shove someone's face into a birthday cake, it probably means don't fucking do it!

i bet if i did the exact same thing on your living room carpet, you would get so pissed that you would throw me out and tell me to never come back.

yeh well, i felt like doing the exact same thing to you tonight, bogans...

morals have no place in this world anymore. at this rate, the world might just end in 2012...

E.

well geelong. I hope you're proud of yourself. that is the most pathetic game of football i have ever seen. and to think i was actually going to pay to go see it? pfft...

you see collingwood? this is why everyone hates you so much. 

maybe with the money you win, you can finally afford that long awaited dentist's appointment.....


E.

Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You.

E.

are you playing with me or do you actually think i'm beautiful?

how can i trust you when i don't even know you?

E.

"WHAT?! that's fucking bullshit! typical fucking left wing journalists don't know shit!"

yes, thats exactly the phrase that i woke up to this morning, courtesy of my father. It seems that the elite private schools have made the front page of The Age again for making too much money and receiving too much money from the government. clearly, dad would beg to differ.

in my honest opinion, i have to agree with them (newspaper). Although my school was top of the list (lol!), i don't believe we should be receiving $6m from the government if we're making $10.4m surplus. Just down the road, there are public schools struggling to survive. Morally, its wrong. But then again, greed has always won over and that will never change.

All i have to say is, 'thank GOD i've finished school!' :P

looks like labor has once again screwed up. OH, and Peter Garrett is minister for Education? someone kill me now....

E.

sometimes i wonder if God could ever forgive us for what we've done to each other.

but then i remember: God left this earth a long time ago. He gave up, and moved on...

the current state of australian politics makes me wish i lived overseas.

honestly, our prime minister can't even speak english properly. i mean, who pronounces 'australia' like 'Orstraaaliya'??? clearly, julia gillard does.

and my god, her hair looks herrible. And her partner is a hairdresser? that just doesn't even make sense....

people like that shouldn't be allowed to live. They're like frickin' duracell bunnies.....they spread like wildfire and never say 'die'. fuck you evolution.




E.

just got my ass handed to me in a game of monopoly.

happy fathers' day dad :)


E.

'if i could see the future and how this plays out, i bet it's better than where we are now.'

i think the reason why people find it so difficult to be happy is because they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is and the future less resolved than it will be.

 

E.

it's finally spring ^.^