you know what annoys me the most? the carelessness in all of this. the 'invincibilty' that you perceive of yourself.

you were once a part of the deepest and darkest corners of the world, of your mind and soul, where nothing was worth the effort of breathing. but whether you realise it or not, you'll soon actually see the consequences of that thinking if you don't stop.

if it were raining, no one would know that i was crying.

i guess you'll never understand the position you've put me in. maybe one day, you'll stop being the unwarranted selfish and arrogant prick that you sometimes are, and you'll see that in fact, the world doesn't revolve around you, that there are others that love you.

you've got to believe it to see it.


E.