honestly, i couldn't have said it better myself.

don't say that it's an excuse. I confess that i have thought the same things. but you will find joy in the most unlikely of places, no matter what your expectations may be.

No one can ever understand themselves completely. anyone that says they can are delusional and are usually the ones that are the most confused. You are not here to live up to peoples expectations nor are we here to live up to yours. Though if we find each other, then that is beautiful. If not, then it was never meant to be.

but if there was one thing i could say to you, a piece of advice if you like, it would be this:

Oft expectation fails, and most oft where most it promises; and oft it hits where hope is coldest and despair most sits.



E.