i like to think of myself as someone who is pretty good at reading people.

but you? you confuse me.

so where are we going exactly? is this all it will ever be? because its no secret that i want this to be more, and i don't do 'messing around'. but you? well i'm not entirely sure to be honest, and i hate not knowing.

but today was a surprise (and you know i love surprises). The whole time i was trying to work out whether or not that night was just another thing for you. but clearly, you like me too, otherwise you wouldn't have launched yourself at me as soon as the helicopter parents weren't looking.

so please, before i open up the 'awkward conversation' that is coupled with this stage in a relationship, pull yourself together. I want this to happen (and hopefully, you do too.)


E.