you could not be any more insenstive, so shallow. could you get any more hypocritical? i wouldn't even say that to my best friend, let alone you. where do you get off coming onto me like that? speaking to me like that?

i can take a joke, but when i tell you to 'fuck off', it usually means i'm being serious. i wasn't kidding when i said i didn't want it to be like that. don't, not even for one second think that just because we have been there that it should go there EVERY single time. i still have some dignity left you know.

and telling me not to hold back? hold back? you may not be lying to me, but you're certainly not telling me the whole truth.

you know what i see this is as? i see this as it already is, but you're in denial. everyone can see it but you. are you so blind?

i can't??

you're always asking me what i'm thinking, wanting to know the smallest detail in the deepest crevaces of my soul.
so you know what i think?

i think you won't.

so tell me, trust me. i've let you in, why can't you?


E.