i'ver never felt this overwhelmed with work ever in my life. not even in year 12.

why? has all the shit thats going on in my life really out done me?

its getting out of control and i don't know how to fix it.

but a part of me likes this new 'greyness' thats blurred into my life. Somehow, it's become more exciting and fun. to be honest, its the best thing that could have ever happened to me. but the boring and 'black and white' side of me is screaming from neglect.

they weren't kidding when they said the devil was temptation.

its a delicate balance of 'good vs bad' i have yet to master.


E.