its not fair for me to regret anything (and i don't), because at the time, it was all i wanted to do.

but why do i get the feeling that this means absolutely nothing to you? like we're not on the same page?
i told myself i wouldn't let this happen. but as usual, my ability to control myself has let me down again. you wanted to know why i keep my emotions bottled up?
alors, c'est parce qu'il est trop difficile pour comprendre. ou peut-être, c'est parce que je ne veux pas comprendre parce qu'il me fait trop mal.

it's my lack of self confidence that yearns for reassurance.


E.